Enjoy the rest of the year

I stayed in and loved it. Tomorrow (New Year's Eve)promises to be a gentle affair and home made shaslik at a friend's. Lately it's been he who mounts a wild elephant goes where the wild elephant goes, even if the madness is genius the stepback is welcome. It doesn't compromise focus; 'you miss 100% of the shots you don't take'. You end up regretting the things you did not do far more than the things you did. Will power is like a muscle; the more you use it the stronger it gets. Be the light..and illuminate the world. Society's punishments are small compared to the wounds we inflict on our soul when we look the other way. Time is too slow for those who wait, too swift for those who fear, too long for those who grieve, but for those who love time is eternity. If you want to fly you have to give up things that weigh you down. People do things not because of you but because of them. The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams. They have depth in life. Barriers are opportunities. There is the principle of favourability. Life wants you to acheive your destiny. I hope so. How high are you going to bounce after hitting bottom. Break out of your shell and excel.

I was so spent yesterday going from the darts in Ally Pally to Greenwich. So today was about meditation. Deva Premal. Want to see the first and last light of 2011. The sands of 11 are washed away and replaced by 12. See you on the other side.
An ex thinks she's an untouchable; it's all going to come tumbling down. I'll always shine through.

Going to take things to the next level so who's coming with? The ultimate truth is beyond all boundaries and is victorious. Patience is not the ability to wait but the ability to keep a good attitude while waiting. It's hard. But barriers are opportunities. Pain is the biggest key of success. If it doesn't hurt then i've wasted my time.

Xmas Day post

A gentle Christmas; there was dancing, i was singing 'Especially for You' and there was enough crimbo cracker material to keep me going till New Year's Eve like 'why do cows lie down in the rain? To keep each udder dry;.

'It's obvious you hate me though i've done nothing wrong. I can't understand what makes a man hate another man, help me understand' It's an honest statement. Maybe they don't understand why you might be better than them. Now the wheels are in motion and it's going off without you. Now i know 'too little, too late'. Where doing more is actually divisive. I've long reached chump status with you and it bores the shit out of both of us. Words are cheap when you're on others' terms..at their behest. You literally cannot enter a one way street as you'll be well and truly zoned out and christmas crackered. Don't knock the stuffing out of me.

People get angry because a lot is put upon them; they cannot be seen as crazy..only detractors see that. A truly difficult person will not see good in anything you do. When you take responsibility for things that aren't your fault you get gifts in life. You are this life so don't force yourself to find it anymore; effort drives you mad. Love and support yourself through your decisions. Make choices based on truth not lies; let the lies go. Certain stars burnt out long ago.

Charlie Brooks winning Xmas Strictly Come Dancing? It's the BBC looking after their own once again. For quite a few it's a path to further BBC exposure and success. When are the Beeb going to get their many headed snake out of their arses to see the sunlight?