my journal

Wednesday, July 31, 2019

Could not wait to get back; the politics at work. I wouldn't have minded going Monday morning; just don't waste my time. Fri to Sun was phenomenal but then an iron in the fire gone. That's fine; other projects, we move on and start again.
It's been torrid; people being rude, offensive, racist in your face.. Well new directions. For every happiness, God knocks it down; there's more in reserve.

Wednesday, July 17, 2019

Just before sunset a run and gym. A run is a product of your emotions.
Excited to be going to Jodrell Bank; a UNESCO site. You tap into certain things ; keeps resonating in your mind. It has a geekiness Bluedot there.
Saturday's work in Maidstone or Beaconsfield is logistically too difficult; can't keep chasing the dream. Thurs I'm not going to Macclesfield over early because I don't want to. There is a built in pace. The things I used to enjoy I'm turning into business ie Sheffield this Sunday. Turn up, make your money and get out. If there's a beer to be had it's because you're waiting for a train. If you know me I'm not lazy; but honest. Don't do things because you think it'll be a social media story; has to be in sync with your heart, the interweaving of our values. If you like Johnny Clegg for eg and others don't understand that's fine. I don't mind sunning it in my garden securing overpriced travel arrangements for 6 hours; pay for my fucking hotel. I want to cherish times with those that believe in life.

Sunday, July 14, 2019

Looks like a slightly damp Lords but spirits will not be dampened. It's likely to be five deep at the bar so would've liked to have helped out. I was contracted to work in West London and then it was confirmed that the final would indeed be live on Channel 4.