I will love you

Culmination of 2 day project; tomorrow evening i'm out of town. The world has gone mad; Arsenal have won a game 7-5, New York is following the film 2012 ie it's flooded and the world's going to end.
The beers at the Old Fountain, Old Street after the project (AVB-speak) were uninspiring, the vegeburger and chips afterwards energised.
Sun; loved the NFL; Tom Brady..let's like winners, greatness..the Olympics has taught us that.
Sat saw War Horse, Thurs a quite brilliant David Copperfield..some of the best times from the year were on stage like the Tempest. Dreams this morning are mind recharging. Let me love you until you learn to love yourself.

Sa-vile Row

I always said the BBC were myopic and protecting their own and here it is evidenced by their worst crisis in 50 years; the seams held up by the lies are giving way to the truth. People are resigning out of principle which is lauded. Fancy making corruption entertainment as Sa-vile did. Those who maintained silence as just as culpable.
Dr Anthony Dann thought he could get away with it too. Savile said 'if you bring me down i'm bringing you down with me'..completely brazen. Dann said 'I like to put doubts in people's minds, like a seed, they won't think anything at the time but one day it'll hit them'. He admitted this, showing off. Things would fester in others. He wasn't on Facebook much because he was hiding multiple liasons with women and from this bedrock of spuriousness he turned others against me. He was going for a girl that liked me and when his interest was not returned then began of villification 'You better not be with Riz'. He threatened me with emotional blackmail and threatened my family. I want a retraction on the accusations against me; a personal apology. The BBC's cowardly stance has affected generations of kids.

Sunday truth

Been horribly let down by a friend ie stirring with a big, wooden spoon. Like the film says 'Let the Right One In' and i'm also thinking the song 'Charmless Man'. Try finding a girl from scratch mate; you might enjoy it. Some people lack excitement, flair. I met her first. My anger builds up and then you better take cover. He'll have a lot of introspection to do once he's ostracised.
In the wake of Jimmy Savile; my former 'friend' Anthony Dann effectively groomed someone i was seeing. He bought her gifts, food inappropriately to buy into her affections. Don't let predators hang around you; he latched onto us through a jealous fascination. Not content with breaking us up he has besmirched my name; i should sue for defamation of character.
When one of my friends snogged me one of the others got so jealous he tried to do a hatchet job; no wishing us well..these things aren't made up.
I've enjoyed the silence; you need a break from noise. The standards are high and i haven't been as garrulous as i'd like. Measured is okay.
Back from Stoke yesterday, walked from Euston to Holborn to see Celia. Saw some demonstrators from the anti Government march. Dropped in at the Princess Louise before going to the Brewdog Shoreditch on opening day. As you'd expect it's funky and our group was cool; was nearby for Laura who's moved into London..i'm a social conduit. From there the London Overground to Crystal Palace for soul night at Westow House until 2am so yes a pretty buzzy Sat.
Regarding the malaise mentioned it's how you come back and i will. Fighting fires can be diplomatic missions. Don't make time for people who are holograms; Real Human Beings get first dibs.

Pimp my salad

Dropped in at the gorge Waldorf Hilton for the Virgin Wines tasting. My friends made me welcome; i am enjoying the present moment. I eschewed the last session at Wallington fest.
Worked yesterday 8-4. It took 3 hours to go from Victoria to Oxford. Nice steak pastie in the Town Hall. Water and soft drinks help. After the fest me, Lara and Russell went to a late night place. Went back on the 2.10am Oxford Tube with two other fest staff; lively on board and this time it took 1hr 25mins.
On Thurs went from Nottingham to Wallington; had a pleasant overnight stay Wed. Bought 007 scent, went to Fade Cafe and Lincolnshire Goacher. Looking forward to going to the Rutland Arms, Sheffield again; good food eg salads, whole animals from the city farm. Was good to see Gus. Thurs morning 7am buffet breakfast; then back to bed. Hung out later with Brian; he was saying how one woman was 'well upholstered'.
Today (Sun) there's a birthday, Thurs Brighton, Fri Stoke.

Walls of silence

Going to Nottingham for a prestige evening at the vaunted setting of the castle. It'll be a Northern hideaway of a trip; having barms and generally cheaper food than here. The peace of union and brotherhood there. Got a haircut yesterday; it'll grow nice for Christmas. Walked from Clapham Junction- Knightsbridge. Had a yummy dirty Martini in 25, Crystal Palace.
Ashley Cole has apologised; let's draw a line underneath it and move on. He might get a few boos on his 99th cap but he'll be fine. What i am totally disgusted with is Jimmy Savile; just looking at his picture sickens me..him attacking the kids. The BBC knew about this 'open secret'. There must never be silence or there'll be broken lives; bring things up. What happened was deplorable.