my journal

Tuesday, November 27, 2012

Wordy yappinghood

Did some catsitting then went to Darkstar brewery, Haywards Heath for a presentation. Then a pickle festival in Deptford; but if you're knackered then you don't necessarily enjoy it.
If something's a bad idea don't go along with it; magic doesn't mean not being in control, got to have balance. It's a test. Don't do things you're going to feel bad about afterwards. Be the way forward. Life is talking to you all the time. Calmness is a great quality. The mind needs to hide sometimes.
Stunning performances by Panesar, Pietersen and Swann. When you're in India you have to outspin them; change your tactics. Monty waited and waited to get back in the team, and he did so with a professional attitude. And it takes a huge burden off Swann. It really is something to have not one but two mercurial bowling talents in the team.
Got a wonderful reception to a Red Dwarf still; made me emotional and buzzed i tell you. Red Dwarf fans are legion.

Tuesday, November 20, 2012

not burning in the fire

Well thanks for that even though my support for theatre is front line active; i'm always the last to know in life. Don't be an afterthought; you hear things through others like a fucking mug. I'm not as rockstar-ly exciting as people may think; i just want to give affection, write. Looking forward to catsit; going to run my furtive plans for world domination by cat- ha. Attract new experiential levels. No more negative influences, entities. You see beauty in the challenge; take no prisoners..it's passion.

Tuesday, November 13, 2012

Focussed

Nice 9.25 hrs at work straight through and it was full on Sunday; got a lot done. There's a shirker and i pulled that person up and reported to head office; that's how i roll..don't want to be grumpy. The other person helped to make it magic; was a dynamic environment. Recharge and awake afresh; going to be like Djokovic.

Wednesday, November 07, 2012

Magic profile

Got away from work at 5.30am. Adding dimensions will make your standards higher and higher. Be different from before; keep surprising. Be current and relavent. Do things that haven't been done before. You can tell i enoyed Heston's Fantastical Food tonight. I don't have time for past cycles. Find another gear. You're growing.

Monday, November 05, 2012

Count the g's

Embodying the spirit of 4G; superfast, hold on for the ride, be even more progressive; creating possibilities..maintain the right, professional attitude in life..you may not be the first choice but everyone has a role.  Nightshoot tonight; blinking flip gonna be a brrr one but ply me with soup and pasties and i'll remain a trooper. Naturally disappointed about missing the fireworks at Crystal Palace; Guy Fawkes was the first anarchist and his cohones will remain legend. But i need the money; will try and sleep a bit before going tonight as there's an airport run in the morning. Things are fast changing but stick with the flexibility and the rewards are rich. Want to cook for my ladyfriend tomorrow.
You know what works for you and what doesn't and you're happy with who you are. Always looking to be better, to improve. I know when i've fucked up; keep low profile and come back with better product.
Every person who does you over has a provided a unique learning experience which will make you better than you ever were before. They are challenges and they are surmountable. You'll be more rounded; the ultimate sum of your values. Your role in the cosmos; it may be to bring joy and support to others. All i wanted..could still come true. Made to love magic. The silence is beautiful; as you reflect, you can hear and regulate your breaths.
Thurs was great at Redhill.