Birthday blog

Up 5.35am; did 8 hrs work in 4 and was done 10.45am. It was like an adventure to finish early; train was cancelled. I should be far away; Honolulu to New Zealand. You make the future. Sprinkle me with angel dust; i'm lucky, blessed to have friends who remember me..from different walks of life. I will never forget you. I know nice people. Kept the journeys simple; two stops from Balham and then opposite the tube exit. Byron opens 11.30am; I do plan. Welsh rarebit burger was medium rare; like a bit of juice. There was a Beavertown collab. They looked after me; I didn't like the politics but the reparation is fine. Went to Brewdog, enjoyed the sun later. Love, laughter and happiness; we don't ask for much. The panda of gifts. Bonds that last. New angles. The sincerity. The lookers and characters. Hello bunny. Panda with cake. Rizla baby. The magic continues. I'll keep entertaining. Laughter comes from pain.

The things that could tire you can release you. A new environment and experience every week. So far out of your comfort zone. The resilience Rizilience is not bad. How do I get through certain things. The bonus becomes the extended.

Got spirulina powder. Was tired after a busy weekend.
The tapestry of life; one thing to another.
One or two of the out of towners working at GBBF have pushed me out so to speak; that's ok, it's still their time with that. They have gripes2013 while the cool people are rooted in the future; I work at food fests, new ventures..missing out on nothing. You will not get my business. This is not Gatland being unrepentant; this is others entrenchment without looking at the bigger picture. I'll put principles first. There's too much bullshit; I like selling, i'll already know the answer, I become someone else.
Let the good reviews keep you going.
If you are not valued what you should be you end up paying over the odds for something. There are limits you won't go below or above. So you are not creating this gap. Time to pull it back.
Like at work you get bored when it's easy; more challenged and turned on when there's pressure.
Good people will know the right answer on the spot; the bad will lie on the spot.

Needed that run tonight; don't need that residual stress which doesn't have to be carried forward to the next challenge. I literally feel the stress in my eyes; I'm missing out as i'm basing everything around my work colleague. Could've had a nice role Mon coming but the cover's taking Fri and Mon off.
Looking forward to tomorrow's run; feel normal again.
All that rich history I had with certain friends- cut to shreds.
Things will get better. We are the product of our good qualities. Don't forget the memorable times; they will carry you through and forward.