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Monday, December 26, 2011

Xmas Day post

A gentle Christmas; there was dancing, i was singing 'Especially for You' and there was enough crimbo cracker material to keep me going till New Year's Eve like 'why do cows lie down in the rain? To keep each udder dry;.

'It's obvious you hate me though i've done nothing wrong. I can't understand what makes a man hate another man, help me understand' It's an honest statement. Maybe they don't understand why you might be better than them. Now the wheels are in motion and it's going off without you. Now i know 'too little, too late'. Where doing more is actually divisive. I've long reached chump status with you and it bores the shit out of both of us. Words are cheap when you're on others' terms..at their behest. You literally cannot enter a one way street as you'll be well and truly zoned out and christmas crackered. Don't knock the stuffing out of me.

People get angry because a lot is put upon them; they cannot be seen as crazy..only detractors see that. A truly difficult person will not see good in anything you do. When you take responsibility for things that aren't your fault you get gifts in life. You are this life so don't force yourself to find it anymore; effort drives you mad. Love and support yourself through your decisions. Make choices based on truth not lies; let the lies go. Certain stars burnt out long ago.

Charlie Brooks winning Xmas Strictly Come Dancing? It's the BBC looking after their own once again. For quite a few it's a path to further BBC exposure and success. When are the Beeb going to get their many headed snake out of their arses to see the sunlight?

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