Though my personal life is variable; i can't leave Nottingham. If it was after 5 months yes but not after 5 years; i have friends here.- everyone knows me. I like the job here; i could get by with 3 days run marshalling a week in London but that's the easy path. I'll improvise; in London i like my Mum and cat. Dad is difficult; he likes to make his son angry-i'm normally chilled so infuriators will have done well.

Though i'm not Muslim i'm a fasting sympathiser and i won't eat between sunrise and sunset- it builds character. You appreciate food. It's the same time as Lent.

Have a very good friend circle in London; different strands- but i'm not ready for that. 

 Been treated like a dog in my personal life; roll with the punches.

Work is variable; laziness, unreliability of  coworkers. Not getting all the contracts i want.

Gratitude for pockets of happiness; family, friends. Things like going to a gig, having a Homer donut burger, meeting London friends in Derby, marshalling at Hampton Court Half Marathon, wine tasting, working in Leicester.