Risk reward ratio

There's someone i like..who's complicated..'so when can you start?' Generally i see through your veneer, return home defeated; but i won't be discouraged as warriors risk more than others. There is no such thing as impossible love. She'll say 'i forgive you'. Hold me tight, don't let go..want to be in your arms. Entwined. You are my world, the most important person in my life. I'll lavish attention on you. I will transform your field. Run away with me.

Dibble..did you know a badge adds 10 lbs to their balls and a gun adds 6 inches to their dick.

An expedited escape to the bottom of the world map; scurrilous shit spread about me..emotions take a buffeting. Lots of naive (evian backwards) washes the soul of debris.

Thurs went to a photographic exhibition at Tank Gallery, Ladywell..love images; an evocation of a moment in time..photojournalism.

Fri was a first time at the cavalcade of colour known as the Chelsea Flower Show. Saw the floating garden suspended off a crane; shaped like a tear. Close your eyes and let the tears flow from the heart.

Sat a fry up at Loonies cafe, Anerley. Went to the Beckenham Fest dressed as Clark Kent with the specs. I always see stalwarts like Andy Gunnell. Had a crazy burger of burger, sausage, crackling and stuffing.

Sun had Sun lunch in Croydon, back to Beckenham for a few hours. Couldn't get myself to go down to Portslade near Brighton. And the Bank Holiday was indoors.

the Huffing and Heaving Post

Stayed in on a Sat night which is fine. Fri night had boat drinks at the Tattershall Castle and then out locally till 5am :)Had a drive tonight (Sat night),saw Match of the Day, did a photo log 'Kodak moments'. Wonder how Norwich and QPR will fare in the Premiership; hopefully joined by someone new like Cardiff. Canaries' Grant Holt might do alright. There have been plenty of West Ham jokes by their morose supporters. Robbie Savage retired today. He'll do well in media. Twitter's newest recruit Gary Neville was having a go at him ;-)Savage was still drinking past 3.30am.
Saw some masterclasses by Chris Gayle and Viru Sehwag. With the latter there was almost a silence round the ground; people couldn't believe what they were witnessing including his teammates. Don't be a Kallis in life; his slowness brings the other person down and turns winning situations into losing ones. Who dares wins.

Sometimes in life you have to go through a sewer to come out clean on the other side. Smell the roses; they'll be free of thorns. It's nice to have good looking friends but don't play away from home.

Went to a Buddhist meditation a few days ago; was beneficial. Breaking down walls within ourselves breaks them down between us and others. On Thurs AV night saw an on/off lover. Have you noticed that the temptation to sing 'the Lion Sleeps Tonight' is never more than a whim away? Tracy Ullman sang it on her show where her American accent is brilliant.

Love and attraction

There's a girl that i like who looks like an ex from a few years ago; certain types like each other. Attraction is energy in the air. You make choices and you don't look back. Some people are defined by drama; danger can be beautiful, exciting..sometimes you want a quiet life, but you have to fight for them. People say things at the heat of the moment but you still love them. Light drives out darkness; light is love..the counter energy. Better than tears of silence. Love's going to smile back at me. Give out kindness and smiles.