So people were drinking before Lockdown and they still are; no natural break? A friend says the voluntary work we do is 'too much like exercise'.. that doesn't sit well with me. Want to set the right example; show dynamism. I poured a can of strong cider down the sink, and i had a witness, it's not something i need and i feel good for it. Don't need to torture and appall myself with my lifestyle; call myself out. Keep fit, keep faculties. One can't afford to do things; they look forward to lockdowns. Did buy a takeout Christmas dinner Fri night after helping at soup kitchen. 

I know others that are posting selfies every day while infection rates soar. There's pictures of nuggets and chips; the world is kind of complex now and this is put out there. Want to see beautifully presented, exciting food as in Masterchef. Diwali talks about light over darkness; good triumphing over evil.

Nice to do kettlebells indoors, go for 6 mile walks, see how the allotment's going, deep cleaning the house. Get a Covid test done tomorrow.