Sometimes it needs to be broken so you can move with the new. That wasteful diversion of energy; now the mind is more relaxed. Think you did badly? How about what you move onto is better? It was the previous situation that was inflated and flawed. You are your own brand, your own venture.

Having the Lockdown 'break' was the best thing. I could've helped in a Notts hospital but chose not to. I've had my Christmas and now we are more measured, sharper. If you have doubts you will struggle. You have to see yourself as part of the job. Part of the solution; you are the solution.