Had an enjoyable casting; do i stay in this evening and watch the joke that is the Delhi Daredevils or do i go through a useful process? Got to Warren St; talked down the lens and was dancing for a few mins. Every foul feeling from the previous night and today was channeled into this 'posturing'; that's why i do and love this..the improv, the entertainment., the buzz afterwards. So from there to a temple; saw Thania who i hadn't seen for ages. Got a book on mantra meditation. A nice walk from Tottenham Court Road to Elephant via a Waterloo Bridge Sunset. Bought a chip shop cod for dinner.
Entered the murky world of nightclub promoting last night; where the promoters lack responsibility and pretend everything's alright the morning after. My jibe at 'what a fackin' Libertine' was removed within 15 mins; cutting edge leads to redemption..1-0 to Snakeblood. It's not my world now; i like the glamour but not the money is flash side; like the more holistic approach.
There was a group of us four friends from 2008; the bonhomie, and then it was spoiled by someone else and we'll never be in the same room again with him. One judgement leads to another and i have to safeguard the present; it's my compensation, severance. If one toes the line with the status quo and trepidation there's nowt that can be done about it. 'Let's bounce'; it's how you come back..bounce higher. There'll be a make-up test at a film studios soon. Not everyone thinks i'm good looking but hey ho. It's who you leave behind. Demons are turned into sources of energy and light. Things are in place to go a long, long way. Parents get jealous of the partners their kids like; but people have to plough through that effortlessly.
Going to help out at FoodCycle's newly launched project Friday Feast; looking forward to doing this outreach work with young people as i partly go into the sunset. There's some people at the temple that merely come in the promise of food without any spiritual giveback; 'can i have some drinks, more dhal?' Fuck off.