This is the year not to deal with the ex who has the intellectual reasoning of a 9 year old; 'you did that too'.. great answer.

Was intending to stay up on New Year's till 7am but 5am will do. New Year's Day- was awake at 9am; had a run yesterday and today. I enjoyed the rugby in Richmond; the movement, speed. But it was wet and cold. Was intending to leave Richmond at 4pm but Alistair wanted a mini pub crawl. Thankfully the trains to Clapham Junction are fast. I went for steak and eggs and it was a more human part of the day; 'me time' away from circuses. Was in bed at 8.30pm; a recovery from slightly 'hanging' feel. Watching Peter Pan Goes Wrong later reminded me of someone again. Lovely Charlie Russell in it.

Feel a lot better today and ready for the return to work tomorrow. Am overworked there but it's a lie we live with. Don't like it when people think they're reinventing the wheel; a task is a task. Tsk tsk. Lost in self importance. George Michael showed us how to live. He put Andrew Ridgley in the co credits for Careless Whisper so that he would never want for money; that is next level humanity.

Ready to be awesome; in the right platforms. We want to see eyes full of life, people doing things out of themselves, almost out of body. This is the year of no forced alliances, no inertia.