Beast

You're trying to sun it; and people disturb you..no-one respects your time. Or there's non stop criticism. You're forever waiting; for food orders.
Finally saw Sexy Beast. Love the scene when the Spanish boy puts a gun to Ben Kingsley. It opens up; when you say 'I'm not going to do that anymore' (gangster jobs) it manifests in people wanting to stick up for you; maybe not in my case. It's easy to hit Kingsley when he's down but someone took that first step.