Reading some Paulo Coelho i too did not enter a combat when i should've done, i try not to lose faith in the future, i've been down a path which was not my own; up the garden path, i have definitely said yes when i meant no, and hurt someone i loved. And i've not lost the hope and will to improve. Certain people are my pinyata; bash the granny out of it..they don't say sorry. I've never stopped loving love.